I am writing a Memoir about my sexual awakening at 40 years old. I was married for 17 years and left my husband in early 2021. Between May and September I slept with 14 men. Prior to this I went without sex for 12 years.
Every single man I was with was a lesson learned...there was "Mama's Boy", "Mr. Chocolate", "Mr. Mercedes", "Mr. 5 Minutes", "Mr. Asshole", "Mr. No Condom", "Mr. But I Thought You Liked Me", "Mr. Best Western", "Mr. Fireman", "Mr. Almost Perfect" to name a few.
I had outdoor sex twice, cheap motel sex, sex on a staircase, sex in the bed I shared with my husband, oh, and I discovered I'm kinky as fuck. Im a submissive, brat, switch. Love to be pinned down, handcuffed, choked, spanked, inflicted pain upon, degraded, told I'm a Good Girl by my Daddy. I love to play a Slut, dress-up in sexy outfits, post pictures of myself on a fetish site and wear a collar. And I give Five Star Blowjobs.
This is an aspect of my sexuality I never saw coming and I am excited to see where the journey takes me. Another surprise in my sexual awakening has been discovering that I am really good at writing erotica. I wrote a scene that my partner and I then acted out. It was so hot. I also wrote erotic stories to describe the sex we just had. I have always been a good writer and I wish I could do this Memoir on my own, but I just can't. I need someone to help me put what I have dictated on to my phone into a book that is actually easy to follow and read.
Unfortunately, one of the men turned out to be a professional con artist who I am now suing in civil court. My book can not be published until the case is resolved.